Addendum to “Crap”

Actually, I think I realise why I’m annoyed with myself. I’m annoyed because I have too much to do, too much I want to do, and not enough time. I’m starting to have to drop things I said I’d do, lowest priority first, and miss deadlines. I don’t even think it’s my fault, because if I do one thing, I’m going to have to take something away from somewhere else (for example, if I stay any later at work, Jack won’t get to see me at all). With the number of different tasks I’m committed too, it’s also very difficult to allocate big enough chunks of time to them to get my mind in the correct mode to create something useful.
But I’m still annoyed. I hate this. Less blogging, more working.